16 February 2009

Being Unemployed: Stop smelling the roses

Ah...I feel like Kevin Costner in Dances with Wolves. I eat when I'm hungry, sleep when I'm tired, and shower when I can't stomach the smell of myself. It's a beautiful life. NOT!!!!!

I'm think I'm literally going crazy. I've always talked to myself, but now, I'm telling me to shut up more and more because I'm started to annoy myself. And there's plenty to do around here. I moved in almost two years ago and still haven't completely unpacked yet. I have piles of things to give away from my last unpacking project and haven't taken them away yet. I haven't dusted in months. But none of these things will ever get done because I'm just too lazy to do them.

I figured out years ago that I do not function well without a schedule. I need a specific time to get up, go to sleep and places to go. I need a job that I depend on or else I wouldn't go to it.

I've stopped and smelled the roses. They smell fine. Now, I need to get out of the meadow and go back to the office or else someone will need to lock me up for my own safety.

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